How do you make a homemade ? Please Help!?

I'm 13 and I get very horny sometimes. I have tried using my fingers and it really didn't work, and on my oris and I enjoyed it, but not enough to . I have watched and tried to play with myself with my fingers but it doesn't seem to enjoyable. I don't want a very big , because I have very tight . I have already had my period. I don't want to use something like a cuber, or a hairbrush and I do not have a shower head that I can remove. I don't want to ask my parents to get me a or a vibrator, and if I ask to get a body mager they will know something is up. I really need help with this! Please no mean or harsh comments! I really need help with this, not sarcastic answers that are no help!